My hubby and I have been hiking Mt. inFertility for almost 10 years. We have been faithfully keeping our eyes on God on this journey to parenthood. There has been love, loss, laughter, and always hope.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
11w5d...Ultrasound Extraordinaire
***Big Sigh of Relief*** Today's appointment with the specialist went great! Dr. A2 was almost all business. I don't know if you read yesterday's post...but he served me exactly what I wanted, he's going to follow me every four weeks, he says the babies look good, he said my weight gain and nutrition look good. He talked us into the blood test/screening...which I had no intention of considering. It will not affect the outcome either way, this momma would never consider choosing anything but life. He talked about other benefits of the info, and hubby agreed to it. They both had heart rates of 157...little matching hearts. The anatomy scan took some time, so we got to see them for a long time. There was a lot of moving going on! Baby A was a total show off! First view the baby was stretched out, legs out, arms up, like a relaxing on the beach pose. Little does the little one know, we don't have the skin for long laying on the beach! Hubby was worried that the little's knees were not working, voiced it, and next thing you know the legs kicked in and out as if saying "watch me Dad!". Baby A continued to perform the whole ultrasound, even when we were trying to focus on Baby B. Competing already!!! Baby A did give us a "bird's eye view". No twig and berries were observed! It's too early to be sure, but maybe we have a little ballerina in there? Baby B seemed to have a whole different personality! Hubby said it seemed like Baby B might have a personality type B...this one seemed to move only when he or she felt like it....started out facing away from us, moved around eventually as if to say, "ok fine, I'm up!". Waved at us a bit like "Hey mom, what's up?". Didn't come close to "assuming the position". We are going to have to wait for any real confirmation of the sex to the babies. My favorite part of the whole thing was seeing their beautiful profiles. It's the closest I've come to seeing the faces of my babies. I've loved all the ones that I have lost without their faces etched into my mind. To know even this much, to have seen the shape of each nose and chin, makes this even more real, and makes the love grow exponentially. So thankful for every part of today. Even thankful for the two hour wait, I met a lovely woman of God who did a wonderful job of distracting me from being nervous and nauseas. Her husband, clearly a mighty man of God, reminded me of the blessing God brings to us in the waiting. He made me want to revisit the Daniel study I never finished. I will have to consider it. They don't know it, but I prayed for every baby/momma/daddy in that waiting room. Prayed for their lives and their happiness. Then, later, I found my self in the presence of wonderful friends, some new, some tried and true, each so loving and invested in the success of this pregnancy. Everywhere I looked today I found love. Sometimes I can barely stand to be in the presence of such love, like my unworthiness gives me a migraine akin to the result of staring into the sun. I have to remember that each helping of love is served straight through God's image bearers to my heart. It's His way of holding me close here on earth. Boy did He make sure I received some extrasqueezes today. So thankful and humbled. Take a look at these beauties:
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